Hello !
I’m down to 25mg of sertraline a day now.
My brain is definitely not used to this, I’ve felt so numb for as long as I remember.
Feeling a real heavy feeling pretty constantly, and as soon as I’m not focused on something everything seems dark and scary.
But I also feel really good?!? I have some really fun things happening in my life, and I genuinely could not be more excited for the future.
Anyone who has been on anti-depressants, specifically sertraline can probably relate to the term ‘bran zaps’.
I used to get them if I missed a dose or whatever, but whilst I’m lowering my dosage and coming off them, they’re pretty constant all day.
It doesn’t really bother me, just kinda uncomfortable.
Cried at a tv show for the first time in three years last night. Well, a handful of tears rolled out of my eyes, but it was super cathartic.
Makes me even more excited for my first proper cry hehe.
Bit of a depressing post, I’m sorry. But the positives I mentioned are REALLY positive. So that counts?
See ya later.