Hello,
As always, it’s been a while since I’ve updated here.
Moved in with my partner. We did rescue a cat. She’s called Bug.
Thought I’d be happy, I’m not.
Feeling as numb as I used to when on my medication.
It’s not fair on my partner. I’m distant, and don’t give them what they need.
I wish I could.
Still haven’t started therapy, still just as scared to.
I saw Porcupine Tree live, which was incredible. I cried during fear of a blank planet.
Not sure how to progress and move forward with my mental health and numbess. We’ll see.
Work is going a lot better since my last update. We’re workin on an app.
Hope you’re doing well.
See ya.